period

stupid period. always makes me gain.

strange thing is, though i've been eating, i have no appetite. my stomach growls and i get shaky, but when i put food in my mouth, i don't even want to chew. and the thought of eating makes me vaguely nauseous.

i believe it's due to the diet pills i've been taking--possibly. i don't really know. whatever it is, i will use it to my advantage.

greed

i will no longer be greedy:

i will shrink until
i only take up
my fair share of
s  p  a  c  e

fighter

"you look like you're gaining"

"really? i weigh the same"

"well you're getting a gut"

"gee thanks mom"

and so i'm fighting back. harder than ever before.